You are not amongst the unknown one who doesn't kno my pain,

The air i breath,the blood that pumps,you know i will never let go in vain,

Let the world say me insane.....................

A bais brain and an intellegent mind,

Conspired together to built another one of its kind,

Confessing all the sin being truthful to heart,

Buried the soul so that no one finds....................

Tumi ki 'Ohey' kano pothe pothe firiya,

Kanna chape sudhu mittey hasheye,

Nijer shukh,prem, sorbosho bhuleya,

Cholitecho klanto cholitecho mayar chole badheya...................

Amar lupto ashai tumi bati chaite hoicho kano,

Amar sur bhanga gaane tumi tar jurcho kano,

Mani jid dhore na kanna kora hoye poreche obvhase porinoto,

Kintu ta bole sudhu sudhu amar prapo agune tumi bhai jolchokeno.................

Paying heavingly for the sins i have done,

I still bargain and hope for a better deal,

Living to die at once than to die everyday,

Seeking mercy for eternity and salvation..........................

kalo megh ato din por dekhte pachi,

Tar gorjon aar jiliker dhakhe moan attohara hoye porche,

Tip tip bristi shriti gulo ke aaro garo kore tulche,

Ato din sudhu mone chilo sai kalo,

Kintu bhristi dekhe aar ki thaka jai,

hristir je ki proyojon akhon aye bhristi te bhasiye dibo sob kichu,

Akhon aar kichu nai, na asha na amar kudro muleyr bhalobasha.....................

Ki odbhut kolpona tumi,jar chitro prokash dondonio,

Je muhurte bodle jawar chole nipun,

Rokhtakto bidroheen shemante ek chai howa biswas,

Kono baddhon manbena bole chita sojai.....................

Up rooted believes and smashed faith,

Now breath in me killing self as i hate,

Strong as rock my thurst for revenge grows,

Counting days to defy my fate and destiny..........................

Dont cry 'o' my blooded eyes,

Dont sob for that inhuman being,

Dont stab self with the knief of guilt everyday,

Dont fake for the sake of being among sanes..........................

Ganga tumi akhono boicho kano aye brosto dhorar maje,

Tomar rudho sash bujte pari bosey bukheyr kache,

Sai sroter dara,shanto sitol aaj kothai hariye gache bolo,

Kano sudhu naam tuku roye gachey lok dhakano paap khondoner kaje................

Kono dur pother pothik tumi,jar kono onto nai,

Ek jouno sishur asha tumi,jar kono bhadon nai,

Ek chonchol moaner choncholota tumi,jar kono esthirota nai,

Amar kobitar kobi tumi,jar kono nidriso bhasa nai......................

BEING HUMAME

We are named human beings in this humane civilisation,where humanity had put to death for the devil named starvation and lust,where now sacrifice and kindness are often ridiculed as afflictions of foolish mortals,where self is more powerful than god and god remained just as an imitation,a price tagged idol...................................

Ami chaina aye sukh,chaina aye rup,amar nai kono obhilasa,

Amar praner sholtey diye alokito-tomar bati joluk atto tuku sas asha.........

Goto onek din theke abar sai gaan fire pelam,sai gaan aar achey tar chobi sathe,ami abar ber hoye porechi tar sondhane,shriti prosto hoye uttchey,moan aar kono badhon manche na.Tui kache thakle hoito ba buje niti, aajke likheji onak,aar tar chobio akhchi,aaro likhbo aaro chobi akhbo tar,aar palabo na,se dakhche amai,ami je rini,sodh kortei hobe ,chara nai. Tai sotti bristir khub proyojon.........................

Sutro tumi onto tumu,anto tumi,tumi modho shara,

Tomar ondokare jolbo ami,hoye moano prano hara.....................

Silence murmured in my ear feel free to stop whenever you passby...
Feel my presence in you,among the crowd inside,
The anger and frustration that building ever with time in you,
Now you must forgive the reason ,so that u don’t have to lie.......

Sutra tumi,aanto tumi,tumi modho shara,
Tomar ondhokare jolbo ami,hoye moano prano hara..................

Kono jotilota nai,aaj nai kono molinota,bonno sojar ek jorate jamon asha jagey uttlo,
Gobir kuwasha aar megh dekha pahar,sitolota jhoriya diyeche,
Prokasher maddhom akhon onak,dar khuley diyeche,kintu bachey nawa jachenaa.
Tip tip brhisti aar bhorer madokota barey uttchey somoyer saathe,
Nijum,faka rasta,pothiker ashai jamon ,khola janla diye dakhte parchi.
Chaler uppor brishtir podo dhoni te uttponno hoche bhalobashar aar kichu pawar asha.........

Dolche batash,dolchey akhash,dolchey amar asha
Khadche noyon,purche aye moan,hoye bartho amar bhalobasha.......

. Bristir dhoni barchey probol,jomchey kalo megh,
Ashar prodip hoito aebar nibhaye jabe,kano nirashar protheho onek..........

Lupto asha lupto jebon,lupto aye sas aloker chorate
Khuje paina aaj sai mayar dhora tomar bhuke,
Maa tumi kano kano akhono bohitecho aye dhorate,
Gonga nohey,gongar protinidi rupey...........

Jhore jhor bristi ,tor aaj kono mana nai ,
Tor thaper sobdho sudhu achey,aar kono sara nai,
Roz nama cha,haate cigreatte aar jome utta gaan,
Aaj tor moner babh prokash kortai hobe,nahole tor aaj chara nai....

Tomar chobita bodhu aaj janina kothai,
Kije premayr agun tumi diyecho jalai,
Pator shriti ja gatha royeche,
Amar raatro akhash lakhbe tarai tarai................

Tomar chobita bodhu aaj janina kothai,
Kije premayr agun tumi diyecho jalai,
Pator shriti ja gatha royeche,
Amar raatro akhash lakhbe tarai tarai................

Ke nistur bela, jamon nijer mone rong diye galo,
Nistobdo nirob moner khachai pran gule dilo,
Bastotai aar prolobhone ki bhabe ami jamon hariye geyachi,
Bachar maney ki jebon jamon amai bole galo.............

Tomar nicholotai kritartho ami,
Berthota chara aar kichu paina,
Tumi thako nirontor prem hara monniye,
Ami aachi,thakbo hoito hoye tomar poroshpor ek bhanga ayina...............

A bond of joy with colours of love,
That gained respect and place all above,
Treated with care and knitted so strong,
Yes,its pure,to pure to love and to be loved..............

Being fortuned enough to get your bless and mercy,
Now i starved to death fot the only cause,
With bleeding heart and burning soul i continue,
Remembering with pain that my life has taught............

U are the growing cause of my growing madness,
U are the unhealing wounds of my injured heart,
U are the curse of my prevailing darkness,
U are the broken strings of my unfinised song and art.............

As the morning light strucks your eyes and you wake up to open the window,
I would wish and pray to be the air you breath to be always until i go...........

Let me sleep "O" my thoughtful nights,
Let me dissolve deep down into her,
Let me dream my thoughts,my hopes,
Let me please let me free from the sins i commited so far..............

Gobir kuwasha tobuyo jano ami tomar chobi dhekte pai,
Pathor nayon ashai thake aar bhalobashai bertho hoye tomake chai,
Ajo ami akhla kano bosey tomar firar sopno dekhi,
Jodiyo sob kichu sas hoye gachey shudu bechey achey bhalobasha porinto hoye ek mutto chai.

Ami cholbo akka bhabe chilam,kintu tumi bole ami cholbo tomar sathey,

Ami bhabe chilam akla soibo ja hobe,kintu tumi bole ami tumi ja hobe shoibo shathey,

Ami bhabe boslam hoitoba sasmash ami payechi amar sopnoke,

Kintu tumi boley utley ami parbo na aar sopnotaake gorey tulte,

Jokon ami bhabi akhon,jano aar hariye jai sunnotaye,

Kintu akhono jamon tumi bolo amar kaney hasey,

Kothai jabii paliye sopno gorar dusshahosh aar berthotaye..............

Beloved soul of the martyer one,

Confessontions done for unwanted son,

Fortune fought with sourful sins,

She must have done,she must have done........

Ek ashchorjo kobita tumi jano chonde lukiye acho,

Ek dirgo bissash hoye moner kone ghor bedhey acho,

Ek santo bikel nirontor tomai chawa -kano bhabi ajo,

Sudhu ek dhondoniyo oporad matro hoye nissase aabiroto hoye acho......

O god please say why these gonna happen,

Where the sun will go mad and the stars to be maddend,

Where every single breath cry for mercy and justice,

Have been sold to fight with a sourful heart broken.....

Ek bromito bhayrthotai bromon korchi,

Aagliye amar nisfal premayr abriti,

Maayer choley akhono ek adhrishoke takhiye achi,

Banndth bengay nodir dik bodlabey bole.......

Ek lagam chara asha holeyoo,tobu chilo ekti asha,

Jar gurotto basi na holeyo,tobu chilo ek khudro onno bhalobasha,

Tai kokhono bhabi tumi ke sai.......hoytoba sotik uttor nai,

Tai onidraye thaki akhono,sritir sas khali pissta gulo niye..........

bhalo thako.

If its raining hard than some people like you would love to walk in the rain and others like me would like to just get wet and feel it with open heart........

Being sad is my fate and being happy is my luck that i sometime meet,

Smile is sometimes a gift and sometimes an imitation,

To meet my fate is a routine and luck is just a chance.........

Tomar nischolotai kritartho ami,

Barthota chara aar kichu paina,

Tumi thako nirontor prem hara mon niye,

Ami chilam,aachi,thakbo hoito hoye tomar porospor ek bhanga ayina.......

I nurtured my feelings for a loved one,

Potrayed as a simple i started to value someone,

Being erotic within sometimes may be i longed to hope,

Yes truth is nude,i must not have again done.......

Tomai dewa bhissasaar khotai pai,

Nirontor beyrthotai sudhu nijeke harai,

Nisfol prem akhon moner kone bose sudhu kadey,

Basto ridoy bhalobasi boley akhono dosh charai..............

Nisfolotai abodho amar moan aar pran,

Sai obadho o niroshikotai aaj hoito bhule bosechi gaan,

Berto raater ek sai bertho prodip akhono jole thake mone,

Bhekey korai hoqk jodi abar firay pai,hoye tomar sas daan.......

Wake up 'o' little girl,wake up with a hearty smile,

Come out of your land of sweet dreams and fantasy,

Slowly and lazily squeezing those your beautiful eyes.

Modho raatreyr nidrahara jagoron aar nisfolota,

Chole thaka nirontor premayr abriti aar bhavna,

Bitishna nirasa jamon gonistotai abhodho,

Ke kori akhon amar moan je sudhu ek jaal dora chanla.......

JAMANA

Its about a kid named 'jamana',what a name,it stress u 2 think and ponder who might have given him that name but i found it right or rather appropiate as i known about him.'Jamana'- a six year old kid studing in class I in my school,i.e "Royal International School" where i teach.He is very active and sharp,very naughty and sometimes troublesome.so sweet faced with full of mischiefs inside.Every teacher loves him,though he do lots of mischiefs all the time roaming,jumping,doing everything accept studing,still the teachers dont bit him, even if someone scolds sometimes,the next moment they used to kiss him and make him happy to see his smilling face always.The main thing that i want to share is that his tragedy or fate.he lives in hostel,he staying here since he was 3 years old.his parents left him their and dont even bother to come or visit him.they sent money and every other thing needed.He dont know what is mothers love and care of a family.His family has some problems too as far heard,but anywaz thats their personal issues.Just think of that child who having parents,have abundence money still straying away.what the sin he had committed for which he is here.The most interesting part is that the teachers and staffs,wardarns,other students all used to call him or rather tease him by saying"Jamana badal gaya,jamana badal gaya,kaise badal gaya" how true it is.yes,the world has changed and changing every moment,every time.Human emotions have no value or place,they are selled in this world's market and bargained with money and status.Everyone turning into a machine and also forcing others too to be change like them or to be one of them,just to survive abit more,to keep pace in the race and the madness,to be abit more in these so called'Humane' world ands society,to make a mark in these ending civilisation.............

In search of a new world i rolled on an on,

Following the path pre selected i kept on so long,

Faking my senses my wounds now burns in disguise,

I know someday again the day will come calling my sacrifice.......

My pant up emotions keep pilling all the time,

Blocking the path of light that comes to touch,

My vision blurs as my hope gets fade,

Always probing to be quilty treated as a useless being........

I have stept into my lonely world again,

Bearing my actions that need to be done,

Fractured from every point,my sin getting prominent,

Relaxing my death cause by pausing now and then......

Ami sadhin kintu sadhin boleykichu nai,

Sadhinota jamon putul khala aar somay nattokor,

Obuj moan aar mante parchena,bandh bhangbee aabar,

Sudhu somoy ke faki dawa baki,ja ashbey nischito ek din........

Brishti probol kalo meghkay aar kathey utta parchina,

Kejay omanoshik dhondothe bhugte hoche,

Pawa aar nawa jamon porosh por hoye batebasto,

Mone hoche amaro akhon adhunik bhalobasa shikte hobey............

Kichu bujte parina tha bole je abuj tha manina,

Abuj hoye thaki thao bola thik hobey na,

Asholey moaner sob dorja gulo bondho rakhey oboshtto,

Jano khub bhoi hoi jodi kao ashol amake dhekhe faley,ba chintey pai........

Khoma khorona amar darshonikota,

Korona amar abuj asha,

Khoma korona amar obhado bicholito hoye pora okaro ne,

Korona khoma amar nispaap tomar proti bhalobasha........

Oh! shameless smiles where are you now,

Betraying my fate my ruins that never heals,

Forshakend dreams still hopes against hope,

Yes i should have done something wrong by now........

I am marching in silence through the turbulance within,

Engrossed every moment to overcome my pain,

Fighting with thoughs and words everytime,

Crawling to succeed and get salvation.........

Aye betha tumi ki bhujte paro ja kedeo halka hoi na,

Ja kono madhomer opakhai bosey thake prokash pabey bole,

Jar ontar kapey utte akhono ek sharatey tar,

Aar boshey thake nodir parey nistobdotai majir ashai akhono.........

Ami robo nirobe abiram joto din jebon achey baki,

Path bhuley jodi abar ashey pori tobey rakhey dio,

Amar hath duto patti,

Bertho noyon klanto hoye porbe jokhon ashaye firray dhakbey tumi boley,

Nosto ba opodartho na bhavlai holeyee holo,

Jodio jani bhaggo abar amai diye jabe fakiii..............

Amar lokkho guun o doser maje bertho tai jamon sudhu chirosthae,

Shritir bondhone raj shojje,dukho akhon bipod dae,

Tobuo andolone bhenge porey kokhono akha kalo raatreyr birey,

Okharoone ashaye thake jodi kokhono tumi asho firey.........

Mone ache sai bus stopey dariye kotha bola aar asha kora somoyer iktu thamey jawa,

Moneache sai gacher tola jekhane sai protom pramer protom chumboner obigota,

Mone ache sai abiram nirontor miscal aar bhavna,jagey nidrahara,

Ki mone ache sai........hoitoba akhono mone ache aar mone thakbe,

Onthotho amar obuj moan aar tar kudra bhalobasa..........

In a deserted heart u came like a rain,

Overflowed by flames of desire being burnt and drained,

The essence of your soul that comes with the wind that blows,

Leaves me speechless unheard and unseen.......

Amar kakimaa

Maa o kakimarr modhey amar pran "kakumoni",

Kono beadhabhed kortey daini amai,

Tar adhor,prem,bhalobasai bora sai achol jamon,

Sorboda royechilo aral korey amar onthohin nirobotai........

Ak natun antorikotai aaji abodho holam,

Khuje pelam jamon ek hariye jawa path,

Purono prem jano abar anubhudi korchi natun rupey,

Mayer obuj premeyr achol ghera prangoney.....

ki obhuj prem o mayar khala,

bhujeo moan sudhu chai khalte ttake,

janey shey harbe shotobar,

tobuo matha tule dariye porey,

oyii ek ashai jar bromey akhono bromito......