Obesssion has hold around,nothing remained untouched,

Everything so submerged and flaten,

negociation with mind falling pathetically over my own existence.

Between do's and don'ts i got caught,

I do exist but still it seems without my real being.

When the matter of survival haunts me,

I try to break free and bring my existence to death,

But whom to convience one's own mind or soul.......